i'm feeling confused. loss of direction. i'm not hopeless. i know who i am and where i stand. i know who will always be there for me. even if he isn't in human form. he is my king, a real father. it just seems like everytime i think i've got things figured out, you just try to ruin my plans. but i'm still working at it. i'll get it someday.
my "best friends" all have best friends. i feel like the odd man out. i know i may not be of any real use to anyone, but i don't really mind.
i just wanna take a midnight drive to the beach, and take a cold dip, roll around in the sand, windows down, music up. the city lights just blur.
P.S. I'm listening to Masssssse.
bad, bad, bad, bad, bad boy, you make me feel so good...
